I would like to go beyond my capabilities of impersonating J. Alfred Prufrock in this little entry. Dare I do this? Dare I do that? Blah blah blah. How annoying.
I asked Noah if he ever felt like two different people. There's this battle of the Jewells going on constantly, and I just figured everybody is like that. But apparently incredibly intelligent people from the time they are sentient actually define themselves by the world around them. Say what? So maybe that's what I should do. No more of this divide and conquer. I should concentrate on the flow. I am one Jewell. Jewell who is simultaneously organized and a wreck, responsible and immature, serious and silly. I don't turn one off when I turn the other on. I like that. I am a whole Jewell, more powerful than the mere sum of my parts.
So hooray, Noah. What you figured out at three, I can now start to discover at 29. :) It's true we're all on our own journeys. No more petty comparisons, friend. Thanks for everything.
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